Life took a turn
Without giving any reason, I wonder why?
Now there is no moon and there is sun
Shining in my dark sky
Time betrayed me once again
Yet again, I explained it my heart
The Things which I heard, Thou I lied, To myself,
but still it hurt
Asked too many questions,to myself
But until now, haven’t got any answer
Color of my soul turned gray
And my vision became blur
I am living a lifeless life
In the faithless world
By : Faree , March , 2000.
Sometimes I close my eyes,
While, I drive, at least at 40 miles
Fear I feel, the restlessness all inside
Before coming back to Life
For others, its a moment to get tense
But for me, it makes a perfect sense
Sometimes I go, in graveyards
In the middle of the night
While Sleeping beside the graves
Completing my story, which left unsaid
For other, its a moment to get tense
But for me, it makes a perfect sense
Sometimes I take drugs,
And I cut my wrist, with a sharp blade
While I bleed, I realize that I am alive
The color of blood and the anger inside
For others, its a moment to get tense
But for me, it makes a perfect sense
By Faree
10-Oct-00 , 3:34 pm
Couple of months back it rained here in Karachi, time to time for several days weather changed, later on it sky was cloudy for days ahead but the sun shine dried up almost each corner of the city. I go often to grave yard at my mother’s grave, it’s the only place I’ve ever known which is peaceful and something I cannot explain, after the rain I went after few days, as I was moving toward inside grave yard i was looking around, plants and greenery it was all looking fresh I had nothing on my mind anything unusual at all I pass by one of the grave which had been broken due to rain, first i just noticed but suddenly I turned back and start looking how it fell, because the grave Inside was half open and I was able to see the skull ( head and shoulders ) bones, for a moment I felt sad, then I looked deeper inside on the both left and right walls I saw scratches of nails lines on both sides, lines as if the dead person tried to lift himself up to sit these lines were so clear that for a moment I was terrified I had the camera in my cell phone thought of taking picture and sharing with as many people I can but then my heart said DONT! so I didn’t. I walked on and prayed that God why don’t they close this, don’t know who is he but this doesn’t seem fair at all. anyways I paid my respect at my mother’s grave and got out of there.
After a week I discussed and told my friend about this open grave and scratches of nails on the wall ! as I was expecting black response I know it is very strange and weird to experience such thing and the reason I am sharing on my blog with all of you is, It is certain and for sure there is a life after death, so if you are reading this means you are among those who were the chosen to be guided or given a sign as I was don’t ignore the fact and Remember we all have to return to the dust, but surely it isn’t just Laid down In Peace.
12th Jan 2012
By : Farhan Imaan
Ps : Sharing my personal Experience only to tell you if i can experience, you are no ordinary as well.
Born and lived most of my life in Karachi, I’ve seen all sorts of ups and downs variation here, there were times when Strikes used to continue for weeks and riots chaos breakdown so suddenly. Karachi has seen best and the worst and now it has reached the population of 20 million, one of the mega city Karachi, seen good progressive and development time under The city Mayor Mr.Mustafa Kamal who did alot in short period of time for the people of Karachi. Last year Karachi was again faced Terror ” Target Killing ” daily 5 to 10 people dying by unknown terrorists, But those who live here know that on the back end Politics and major / minor political parties play a major role.
There were so many projects which were suppose to take place but ever changing Government in Pakistan didn’t let Mayor to complete what he exactly wanted to do now it has been 4 years there hasn’t been any mega project in karachi nor ” Karachi Master Plan ” moved a bit since Mayor’s dismissal. Traffic, Law & Order and Transportation are the biggest issue which people of Karachi are facing and yet Government seems helpless to do anything. It is roughly estimated 300 Vehicles gets on the road after being registered in Karachi and 400 Bikes which increases the fleet on the road but there is no sign of expansion and improvising public transportation. Thank God Karachi is not like the way it was breaking news on the local media channels daily about riots and Target Killing, it’s because Political Parties and their workers are keeping an eye, I am not going to give this credit to the police which is always late on the crime scene. Karachi needs The Mayor like Mustafa Kamal and Good Governors which it’s lacking alot. I hope in upcoming days and months as Government will change Administration of Karachi will get resolved and start developement projects as well as other issues which people here are facing.
One of the biggest reason is the corruption and lack of funds, thou everyone in Pakistan know Karachi gives Revenue more than 300 million daily to the government but in return what do they get, simple nothing. There’s hardly any new investment happening in this government as compared to previous one when Pakistan’s GDP touched 8.7 and last year 2011 it was 2.4 so the difference is in front of everyone but corrupt politicians neither they die natural death nor they resign being inefficient, now with 20 million people call this home and well known as mini Pakistan which surely it is Karachi along with the people deserve to live happily and with unity they should get the rights for which they highest taxes compared to any other city town in Pakistan.
I am not going to involve these current changes of weather with Mayan calender and theory of ” End Of World ” 21st December 2012, But for sure I am witnessing hype of weather changing all across the world, this time winter started late and it has crossed normal freezing temperature almost 5 to 7C above what it used to be which means this time summer will be hotter than ever specially here in Pakistan right now Capital city is ” -1 ” Lahore ” 0 ” and Quetta ” -8 “. Couple of days when in an interview President of Pakistan said ” Glacier are melting and both countries ” Indian and Pakistan ” should take notice of it now it he exactly mean was Himalaya and Tibet which are the major source of Indus River which crosses Pakistan and also enters in India. Right now the tempreture over there is -12 to -30 in mountain range but by the month April and so on, Glaciers melt which continues till October this time I am pretty sure summer is going to be hotter then expected, where as if Glaciers melted down above normal, will be the reason of massive destruction in the shape of the flood.
If you notice the frequent earthquakes means deep inside the core there’s an activity going on which we do not know yet but i am sure scientist must be aware of it, I know the world is not ending but this change in the course of nature is not usual so it’s better to stay aware rather then being shocked when something happens ” hopefully nothing bad ” but just in case. It got nothing to do with Global warming but it’s a matter than each one of us must know before it’s too late .
Stay Safe
Farhan Imaan
Watch This Documentary, Those of you know what’s happening in Pakistan do you agree with this.
The Secret Pakistan
Courtesy : BBC.
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