How far is so far,
I’ll keep on moving on,
how long is too long,
I’ll live for a day or two,
how deep is too deep,
I cannot measure the depth with my thoughts
How dark, is too dark
There’s no moonlight & no sun shine, pitch black all around
how well is too well to be sure ill not lose & it wont leave.
However is not forever, why do they left us behind,
tell the truth it might ease the pain I carry.
How do I know who you really are,I’m in love u madly.
Book needs minds, justice needs crime,
mankind is so lost in this chaos
humans but no humanity,
love feds hatred blessed by devils breed,
Some counts on what they got but I count on you,
my hopelessness cant figure out the way to help those who seek,
mercy on the humanity punish me,set them free
Never before forever starts I believe,
save my soul have mercy on me
Life is too short for forgiveness please don’t punish me,
please don’t discourage me
Never before i stood silent while my heart screams,
Never before I been so confused and lost to know where I’ve been.
Never before the of Love God I felt so strong,
Never before felt restlessness with in me.
Never before I felt so insecure open evil disguise me
With each breath I move ahead to death,
Damn this hope is killing me,
I found lies in this delusion,
but no illusion turned into reality.
only the madness been the reason I dwell,
Cuts run deep, they bleed n swell,
silently screaming with in myself,
it’s a volcano erupted just within me.
28th September 2012.